My first angel Isaiah grew his wings during labour. I pushed through the pain to help him out safely but I was just too late. That little boy was and is very loved, 15 months later. There is a song that was played at his memorial service that has helped me see that Jesus has my baby boy running on greener pastures....
Its called Heaven's Song By Phil Wickham
My second and littlest angel is Lillian. She was our rainbow and our hope. Sadly we lost her at 6 short weeks. I was completely unaware that we had lost her until my U/S at 11 weeks 4 days. I waited to miscarry her naturally. With a little help from some herbs I was able to miscarry her almost painlessly. There is a song that I heard for the first time the say before my U/S.
Blessings By Laura Story
Now as I enter into the familiar phase of TTC again, a certain song that has been on my heart since 2010 brings me more peace. It reminds me that no matter what I feel and how badly I want them. My future children do not belong to me.
I am Waiting By John Waller
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